Be Me”

 

I could be another Al Capone.

Another Al Capone I could be.

Or I could be be yeah

Be me instead...Be me instead

 

I could be the president

Or I could be a nimble peasant

Or I could be me yeah

Be me instead...Be m instead

 

I could like and do what I'm told

I could put on a cold soul mold

Or I could be bold yeah

Be me instead....Be me i

 

(Oh you're so young, so numb, so dumb grow)

 

I Could Be An Astronaut

But One Small Step Is All I Got

Or I Could Reach With Everything That I've Got

And Not Be Something I'm Not

 

I could be aClaude Monet

Picasso, Van Goh What do you say?

Or I could paint the world another way

I hope you like my taste...

 

(Oh you're so young, so numb, So dumb )

 

Hey Mr. Adult where did things go so wrong

You say I should grow up but your without the children's song

Tell me when did you dance?

When did you take a chance to make circumstance?

 

You know the words that your hearing

But are you listening afraid of my light the narrow way

You see limelight vanity

But did you ever stop and think what it would be like to be me?

 

I could be another Al Capone

Another Al Capone I could be

Or I could be me yeah

Be me instead....Be me instead

I pick me instead...I pick me instead...I pick me instead

Be me Instead

 

Sunshine”

 

I know when it quickly dawns...When it beats on my heart

I know the deadly pros and cons...And it beats on my heart

I know the breaking bonds....When it beats on my heart

I know it quickly dawns...And it beats on my heart.

 

Sunshine

Near death to my heart i.e. love crimes... wrestling with my guard

That I pay... more of a price than gold...more of a price that's sold

More of a price than gold...I'm reaching in and out of my soul

 

I can be a king or pawn...When It Beats on my heart

I can retrieve the vagabond...When it beats on my heart

I can melt your lonely son...Because I beat with your heart

I know when it quickly spawns...And it beats on my heart

 

 

Us”

 

Tell Me Where Did We Go?

We Took It Slow And Found All We Wanted To Show

What Took Us Down Without A Sound, Pound For Pound?

Like A Parachute Blue Skydive

Nothing Means Something And Something Means Nothing

Throw The Ball Back To Me , A Hole In Our Team

The Voice In Our Song... Is Gone

 

I Felt...

Nothing Nobody None Else Could Hurt

Us

 

We Had It All... And Threw It All Away.

 

I Bet We Could Be

All That We Wanted We Understood

Us

 

And What Remains

Maybe Us We Might Can Save

And What Remains

Maybe Us We Might Can Save

Us We Might Can Save

 

Medley of Heart And Soul

Hot Then Cold... Empire Columns Fold

And Break Down I Stand My Ground

But I Wont Stand Around Open Then Locked Doors

Nothing Means Something And Something Means Nothing

Argue Blasphemy Means My Heart Needs to Move On

Move on...

 

Could There Be An Us Again?...In the World

Love Estranged Come Back To Me And Be Held

 

I Know that your scared

That we were something much more than best friends

Where could have we gone?what could have we known?

Its something that we just don't know

Let's Give What's Left and Sow Save Us A Second Wind

That's Starts To Blow Oh Oh Oh

If we dont let go...

 

Marry Me Now Or Later”

 

Think of You... Think of Me...

See The Bond With A Diamond Ring.

Plenty Of Fish In The Big Blue Sea

But All Of Them Don’t Mean A Thing To Me.

Playing Hide and Seek... I Will Catch You Now

Catch You Here or Catch You There.

Because Someday I Will Taste Your Kiss...Your Lips

Oh... So Make You My Lover.

 

Marry Me Now Or Marry Me Later

Write Love Down And Put It On Paper

Marry Me Now Oh Marry Me Baby

And If Not Right Now...Then I Guess I'll Check Ya Later

 

Running The World, Seeing Everything

Save The One That Your Gonna Be Loving.

A Child Will Rush and a Boy Will Pull

But a Man Can Wait and Not Play The Fool.

 

(Chorus repeat)

 

I'll Hold On To You

So You Can Hold On To Me Too...Oh

Gonna Open Your Eyes…You Might Be Surprised To Find

I'm Everything You Could Love...So Marry Me Now If You Want...

Here I Come Ready Or Not...We're Gonna Not Not Tie The Knot... No Now Or Later.

 

(Chorus repeat)

Marry Me Now Oh Marry Me Baby

Marry Me Now Or Marry Me Later.

I Guess I'll Check Ya Later

 

 

Bad Boy”

 

Well he's a bad boy. Bad boy.

Trouble in the family tree and he's a bad boy. A sad boy.

With a head and a heart that wants a liberty.

The door. Open the door.

Someday he'll belong to somebody new

But for now he doesn't know...

He doesn't really know what to do.

 

Because he's afraid to love.

But he doesn't know that he's scared right now

but when he gets there and he knows her

then he's a ready facade to be over.

It's over. It's all over. It's over.

 

Bad boy. Bad boy.

Trouble in the family tree and he's a bad boy. A sad boy.

With a head and a heart that wants a liberty.

The door. Open the door.

Someday he'll belong to somebody new

But for now he doesn't know...

He doesn't really know what to do.

 

Because he's afraid to love.

But he doesn't know that he's scared right now

but when he gets there and he knows her

then he's a ready facade to be over.

It's over. It's all over. It's over.

 

Open the door.

Open the door. Someday he'll belong to somebody new

But for now he doesn't know...

He doesn't really know what to do.

(I know what to do)

 

Fight For My Soul”

Lyrics and Music

by Joshua Stephen Ward

 

My baby my girl my woman

You don't make me cry

I've seen it all before and

I'm not going to ignore the light

 

My baby my girl my woman

What's left isn't right

You're not going to find

A better man in your life

I say goodbye

 

I've given you all I've got to give

And you just take it away

So my heart with my soul

Has to move on

Write me another new song of love

I Gotta Move on and Find me

After so long of hiding in the dark

You wont know what you got until its gone

 

My baby my girl my woman

Just say goodbye

I've heard it all before

And you're not going to change my mind

Say goodnight

 

I've given you all I've got to give

And you just take it away

So my heart with my soul

Has to move on

Write me another new song of love

(I got to move on and get out of this hole in my heart)

I Gotta Move on and Find me

After so long of hiding in the dark

You wont know what you got until its gone

(Deep down it doesn't show but now I know I have to go)

 

I've given you all I've got to give

And you just take it away

So my heart with my soul

Has to move on

Write me another new song of love

(I got to move on and get out of this hole in the heart)

I Gotta Move on and Find me

After so long of hiding in the dark

You wont know what you got until its gone.

(I got to be strong & move on if I want with all my might to fight for my soul)

 

And even if there is a door I'm going to have to ignore

I'm going to have to put up a fight for my soul

Fight for my soul

 

In The Future”

 

Baby If I reach you...maybe we could have the same last name in the fututre...If I suit ya.

And Maybe...we would have compatibility and something worth to hold and build a home...And grow old...

 

We could work it out...

We could work the details out...

With each other in love...we could tke over the world.

Oh without a shadow of doubt...we could even make venus and mars kiss each other...

A love without need means the world to me...

 

I need to reach ya...

And maybe we could have the same last name in the future...If I suit ya.

And maybe...we would have compatibility and something worth to hold and build a home...And grow old...

 

We would need to sit eye to eye...

Share the thoughts that we try to hide from each other...

Simple and free the way lovers should be.

We could take turns singing songs and righting all the wrongs

that we thought when we were alone.

 

How difficult could it be and how much more misery could there be...

for you and me...

I wonder if we'd get that far...we could only try to raise the bar each time...

that we'd look in our eyes.

Maybe we would realize it was all a dream and we'd wake up...

in each others arms...Baby wake up in my arms.

 

Baby Doll”

 

Right there baby say can you hold that

look in your eye when you don't hold back...

Don't you deny that you're the right girl for me. 

Eyes deep as the sky I spread my wings and fly in .

Tell me your deal I will sell what you're buying.

Lips lock like they should ....world looks good from here.

 

I always thought that I knew what I would do when I found

somebody like you and now I know there's nothing for me to do

Than to be right here with you.

 

Oh Oh of them all... you're my baby doll...

Make me high when I feel low I just wanted you to know that

Oh Oh of them all... you're my baby doll...

 

There was a time I felt life was a travesty

everyday I woke to face my own depravity...

then hit me like a truck that you make your own luck.

So day by day one foot in front of another

to everyone I made myself come out of the cover

Started To Live The Life... The Life I always dreamed...

 

And Then I met you and my life could hold the love...

Because it already held me.. Because I didn't tuck tail and run.

 

Baby of them all...

 

Oh of them all... you're my baby doll.

Make me high when I feel love I just wanted you to know that

Oh Oh of them all... you're my baby doll...

Look so fine... look so pure... and I just can't take it anymore.

Oh Oh of them all... you're my baby doll.

 

God only knows if we will last

maybe I'll ask and beg the question :what will we be?

What can I do to make me and you

see when things are breaking and coming unglued

Oh will we see? will we see?

 

Well right now I just know.

That oh of them all ...you're my baby doll

 

The Hunger”

 

I Have A Lot To Do

Much To Be Put Behind Me

I Have A Lot To Do

None Of It Much Defines Me

I Have A Lot To Do

I Cant Wait For Tomorrow To Find Me

Cant Wait Anymore....Any Longer

I Cant Wait in my Hunger

I Cant Wait In The Hunger.

 

I Have A Lot To Say

So Much Is So Enlightening

So Much To Say

Things You Cant Put In Writing

There's So Much To See

I Wont Wait For The World To see Me

I Wont Wait For The Doors Or The Holding Patterns

I Cant Wait In My Hunger...I Cant Wait In The Hunger

I Cant Wait In The Hunger...I Cant Wait In The Hunger

 

In The Hunger

Nothing Seems To Satisfy

So I Don’t Lie That Happiness Is A Given

In The Hunger

I Look Myself In The Eye And Say

That In My Tomorrow I Don’t Wont Things To Be The Same

 

I Have A Lot Of Love

Much Love That Lays Inside Me

A Lot Of Faith And Love

But It's Pride If It's Uninviting

So Much Love

I Wont Wait For The World To Love Me

I Wont Wait Anymore Any Longer

I Cant Wait In My Hunger

I Cant Wait In The Hunger

 

Truth” 

 

I Bet I'm Not...Not The Only One...When I Turn The Lamp OFF

Hearing Things In My Head Seeing Shadows Off The Wall

The Feeling That You're Not Alone

 

And I'm Torn From The Old

And I'm Worn From The New

And This Hard-Heart Of Mine Opens Up To You

 

When I'm Tired,Hurt and Scared ...and Afraid

And My Idea Of A Man Is To Pretend I'm Ok...When I'm Not.

I Come To You...Nothing Else will do.

 

I Bet I'm Not...Not The Only One...When I Turn The Lamp On

Racing Dreams In My Head

Begging all the work to be Done...

Sometimes I Feel Like Giving Up.

 

And I'm Torn From The Old

And I'm Worn Of The New

And my Hard-Heart Doesn't Know What To Do

 

When I'm Tired, Hurt and Scared ...and Afraid

And My Idea Of Strength Is To Run Away

Soon I Run...Back To You.

 

When I'm Rattled, Confused and Ashamed

And Demons and Angels Scream My Name

I Know I'm Not Lost Because of You.

 

My Heart Holds On To A Love That Is Truth.

Nothing Else Will Do Nothing Else Is You

Nothing Else Is You Nothing Else Is True

Nothing Else Will Do Nothing Else Is Truth.

 

That's the Truth.

 

(Boy not so sad anymore)

(I can be me Lord)

(Us is something worth to hold)

(You’re the Truth unto my world)